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10/14/08
- The struggle to become me.
I have taken
to witnessing (observing) my thoughts and writing a hash mark on
a 3x5 card each time I witness a negative, destructive thought that
doesn't serve me. This is a most enlightening tool.
So far I've
noticed 15-20 instances a day. With this type of internal dialogue
is it any wonder that I struggle with my self esteem? Is it any
wonder that I get confused from these mixed messages? Sometimes
I feel so empowered and inspired to make a difference in the world
and quickly it can turn where I can't seem to even get out of bed
-it's so depressing.
Now, I also
started taking 500mg a day of Niacin supplementation. I watched
the movie at FoodMatters.tv
and was reminded of the importance of the B vitamins from healthy
nerve function and health.
(B vitamins
are lacking in our food supply these days and are water soluable
so it can be extrememly difficult to have them when you need them.)
I highly
recommend everyone (who wants good health) watch
this movie.
So I do feel better mentally
today. And will post again on the depression, mental health status
as time goes on. My family has a history of depression and environmentally
there have been many people around that are depressed.
Imagine that a "treatment"
for depression was as simple as increasing your Niacin intake? Could
it be possible that BIG PHARMA wouldn't want the public to know
this so as to increase their profits? Hmmm.....
10/12/08
Suffering and feeling bad about myself. Beating my self up for things
that went wrong that I do "wrong" over and over and over
again. Listened to the podcast Bill Harris did for The
New Man and began using his suggestion to make hash marks on
an index card each day in order to notice - "witnessing"
when your internal self-talk is negative or doesn't serve you. Wow.
This seems to work. Bill says that after awhile he noticed that
it became impossible NOT to notice these thoughts that don't serve
and keep us unconscous in our non-useful internal map of realtiy.
And that this exercise helps to develop the "witness"
to happen automatically. Sort of like the difference in your driving
exerience between when you first began learning to drive a car and
after you mastered it.
10/10/08
What a great date huh? 10/10/10 which isn't far off. I wanted
to comment on what I learned from the first reading of "Bridges
Not Walls" edited by John Stewart, a wonderful communication
textbook that dived into this evening.
I can finally let myself off the hook after years
of self-flagellation over the belief I held that if the other person
did not "get" what I was attempting to communicate that
somehow I did a poor job of communicating and that this was my fault.
(A little education is a good thing.)
There are so many other considerations in this process
called communication that an amazing array of "things"
can impede a successful interaction, most of which are outside my
control! I have to chuckle that I am just now coming to this gem
and able to let it go. (for the most part)
The upside to this is over the years I have intensely
sought more knowledge and skills in communication and that served
me well. It wasn't all for naught!
Also I really enjoyed reading Stewart's discussion
of a concept he called "nexting" and will be processing
this for a bit. I have been searching to understand and improve
my skills at transitioning conversations. This is exactly the piece
I needed!! Thank you Sher for turning me on to this book!
My mind is sizzling with possibilities and inspirations.
Stewart describes communication in the first chapter
giving the reader the foundation from which to absorb concepts written
the essays. One very relevant foundation for me is the simple idea
that the most ordinary communication events are the most significant.
Conversations are the most influential communication events. This
is a HUGE idea for me. A real head slapper, as it seems really obvious
to me and yet I had overlooked it entirely, like a crooked picture
on the wall for 30 years. duh. :)
Isn't learning cool?! And useful too.
9/29/08 - Operation
Nice! What a great idea. Focus on what is right in our world
and being nice to each other. This site posts acts of kindness or
niceness.
9/28/08
- wow. This is stunning. I have been reading information about Multiple
Chemical Sensitivity (MCS) and p-Phenylenediamine (PPD).
PPD is a
dye used in a variety of products and is highly toxic. Almost all
hair dye contains PPD. There is a reason the dye instructions tell
you to test for sensitivity 72 hours before use. But
who tests? When you have your hair done professionally you don't
go in 72 hours before your appointment and get your hair color skin
tested for allergy!
I first
began my education about this when I read an article about the link
between hair dyes and certain types of cancer. Famous First Lady
-- Jackie Kennedy dyed her hair black for most of her adult life
and died of Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma. It is believed that PPD in hair
dye causes cancer.
At the time
I was looking for ways to heal myself as I was experiencing repeated
immune deficiency illnesses, flu, headache, digestive disorders,
stress hives and insomnia among others. I began by looking at ways
to reduce my overall chemical exposure, as one way to assist my
liver in keeping the "house" (body) clean. I already new
that I had developed some chemical sensitivity as fragrances of
all kinds, cigarette smoke, and various solvents give me an instant
headache and nausea. I had also been coloring my gray hair with
a commercial hair dye for several years and experienced some itching
on my scalp. I suspected this was not a good thing and set about
to find out how I could help myself.
The scary
thing about PPD is that you can tolerate repeated exposure and suddenly
without warning have an allergic reaction to it. This is not a joke
and has caused severe blistering, anaphylactic shock and death.
Also frightening
is the fact that the PPD is in other products as well such as textile
dyes. So the clothes we wear may contain a hazardous dye that can
cause cancer, mutations and even death. DuPoint the chemical manufacture
warns against skin contact as PPD is absorbed through the skin.
Interestingly
enough the hair color products are not required nor do they warn
of these dangers with the exception of instructing to do a 72 hour
test.
If you react
to PPD and recover, you will probably now have Multiple Chemical
Sensitivity (MCS) which means that they are now allergic and must
avoid all chemicals in the same family as PPD.
This includes
such an astounding array of products that one would almost have
to live in a bubble to avoid being exposed to these potentially
lethal chemicals.
PPD is found
in such as textiles or fur dyes, dark colored cosmetics, temporary
tattoos, photographic developer and lithography plates, photocopying
and printing inks, hair dyes, rubber chemicals, pigments, black
rubber, oils, greases and gasoline.
If
you want more information read Peri Jackson's story over at the
PPD page at Henna For Hair.
Also the
Chemical
Sensitivity Foundation and the American
Academy of Environmental Medicine are good resources.
9/28/08
Recession proof Food Supply. Just layed off? On a tight budget?
Want to eat right - feed your body and brain - stay healthy -- and
keep some money in your pocket? / and cut the budget?
9/27/08
- Just ate the Albacore. Yum. I put extra mayo and relish in
my tuna salad without thinking. While I am chewing I realize this
and become conscious of trying to detect the Mercury with my tastebuds.
What does it taste like? Metal dental fillings? Perhaps like aluminum
foil? Surely one can't actually detect the one part per billion
Mercury in a big fish like this. Maybe the Mercury reacts to the
tin can and heat and ... naw .. it's only my mind. Fantasy. Imagination.
(right?)
Back in
June I was eating 5 cans of Albacore a week as part of a fitness
routine. This was cost effective and easy. Grab and go. Pair with
some salad. Perhaps a bit cheese.
Now I wonder
about my exposure to Mercury. But I cleansed since then a couple
of times and I feel great. In fact I felt super energized the second
day one of the 2-day cleanses. It was fantastic!
But from
now on.... limiting my consumption to 1 can a week as recommended
by the TUNA
CALCULATOR.
9/27/08 - I have been researching healthy fish and find out
the tasty Albacore I recently discovered tends to be contaminated
with "moderate amounts" of Mercury and consuming Albacore
on a limited basis. Check out the Tuna
Calculator to find out how much Tuna you can safely consume.
9/17/08
- Just experienced the BEST workout in a long time!
I am on my second cleanse
day and I feel fantastic! I know there are real health benefits
from the second day of cleansing
and I haven't done it for awhile. I went to Pilates class and I
am amazed at some of the things I could do that I could not do 2
weeks before! This is fantastic! I feel shot out of a cannon! I
want everyone to know how this feels! If I had not felt this for
myself, I might not have believed it!
I am almost
53 years old but feel 29! This is wonderful. Talk about a fountain
of youth!
9/16/08
- Look out San Diego here I come! I am a WINNER!
I knew that -- but it is always nice to hear it from other sources.
:)
NLP Neural linguistic programming and the power of WORDS. Ever notice
how effective advertising is? The constant repetition over and over
and over and over again... and in no time we are buying what
gets repeated over and over and over again?
Marketers
know this so when they advertise they repeat everything.
It's like wearing a groove in a track. Selling us everything even
things we don't need or want. (It sounds obvious but I don't
think people really think about what this means.)
After awhile
the repetition of going over the same spot over and over again wears
a groove in the track and you are in that same spot or hear that
same message again and again and buying the product they repeated
over and over and over again.
(This
technique is used in politics as well. Think about this the next
time you hear mainstream media repeating the same soundbite over
and over and over again. Doesn't it make you wonder if what they
are really selling is something we
want? I'm thinking we should re-program how government should SERVE
it's citizens!)
If you
want to change your life, change the incoming messages.
And then
replace this constant drone with some messages from yourself, that
you created that you WANT to hear!
Did you
know that that almost ALL behavior is learned behavior?
That means
that we can learn a different behavior if we don't like the results
we get now. The brain, we have discovered, definitively is PLASTIC.
Which means the brain can change shapes or be molded.
No not the
actual form of the lobes inside the skull, but the neural
pathways that are the conduit for the electrical charges that we
call THOUGHT. This is called NEURAL PLASTICITY. (Say that a few
times. It's a cool sounding term don't you think? Be sure and articulate
those two "T"s for the best effect!)
Anyway,
the point is, the brain can change functions (add functions) and
organize in different ways. And the capacity is limitless given
enough time.
Neural plasticity
happens all the time without our knowing it. During the course of
a lifetime, circumstances push us beyond our threshold of comfort,
or we stretch our abilities and find out we can achieve or do something
we previously did not think possible.
We make
leaps and grow or rearrange neurons in our brains to accommodate
this new input, the new circumstances.
I am a lay
person, however you can learn more for yourself by reading Bill
Harris's work, especially "Thresholds of the Mind." If
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You and I need people that celebrate who we are and
wave us on to growth.
Frustrated
and wondering why.
8/30/08
- I am dumbfounded at my frustration when certain loved ones
in my life refuse to take care of their health and make some simple
modifications to their diet to ease their suffering. It has become
increasing clearer to me that each of us is free to choose how we
want to lead our life and it is not always in line with what *I*
think it should be. I am astounded at the number of people who complain
about their suffering and yet refuse the very thing that would ease
it. They have chosen their way and that's that or they feel they
are trapped and have no choices and no hope in improving their quality
of life.
I refuse
to believe that there is no hope. Nor do I believe that they believe
it also. If one really believed there was no hope, then one wouldn't
one simply find a way to cease to exist. As long as one remains
alive, one has some kind reason to live, to keep playing in the
game of life, otherwise they would simply die. Isn't that hope?
Sigh...I
need to relax and let it go. My resistance and need to control is
only making ME miserable and degrading some friendships. If they
want to do what they want to do then they should do it. And I should
let it go.
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December 1, 2007 -- Thank
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met. Without you I would not be the person I am today! THANK
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November 11, 2007
- A special thank you to JH for encouraging me and supporting me
and being a good friend.
November
8, 2007
53 days remaining of 2007!
November 5, 2007
My friend Jayson landed in the hospital this past week. A stroke
and general ill health. Jayson told me that this his "wake-up"
call. It is time for him to get serious and do the cleansing and
get his health back. The alternative is sickness and eventual death.
Definitely NOT fun!
Life goes by so quickly.....
Last week I experienced the best weekend in a very long time. I
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Thank you Dad for all that you have taught me. I apologize for
all the ways I blamed you for my financial education. Now I know
that my parents taught me by example the real deal of money management.
What to do and what NOT to do. Thank you for that. I love you.
September 25, 2007 - INTENTION
Intend it and it will manifest.
Intend it! And ACT.
I have been meditating for the past 3 months using the Holosynch
Solution. WOW. I have never felt more at peace. I have never felt
more contented and feeling in the flow of life. I am amazed at how
calm and agreeable I am with life's many bumps and don't seem to
get angry and frustrated like before. This is indeed a good evolution
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April 13, 2007 - Yard by yard, life is hard, but inch by inch life
is a cinch. :) The great news is that I can "see" a clean
professional looking FreshRoots.net website in the very near future!
Thanks for your patience. And your support. -- JS
April 11, 2007 - Hmmmm, the mechanics of web site building. Well,
please bear with the formatting challenges. Just when you thought
you knew something about putting up a website - pow! You find out
just how little you know. Am currently manifesting a web guru who
can "fix" the formatting details and create a smooth flowing
website for the audience.
In the meantime a new series begins. "The Truth about Telephones"
Originally I had planned to write this book and sell online as an
e-book. However, I have concluded that giving the information away
would better serve all. I plan to write the book in installments
due to time constraints. I believe that those who are genuinely
interested in helping themselves, will benefit greatly from the
series. And the rest probably won't be on this site anyway. Believe
it or not some people like the status quo, and would rather live
with the suffering they know than an unknown condition of any kind.
Even a life without suffering. What a great Universe!
February 25, 2007 - FINALLY. The first blog - I have been preparing
for this for months. I am so very excited about this and some other
truly miraculous happenings in my live and others. First I wish
to thank all those that have touched my life, because without each
of you, I would not be here today. I am gratified and extremely
thankful that I am alive. Thank you.
So, this is the beginning - a birth and a rebirth. And much goodness
and light is shining on this space. And I hope that each of you
reading will take what benefits you can and be inspired to spread
your own light to improve the world around you. That little bit
is all each of us really have, and it is everything.
I would like to thank Steve Pavlina for setting an inspiring example
of how to just do it, try something anything and keep
trying till you find something that works for you. It is because
of Steve's website
that I finally motivated my duff to get off (the couch) and try
try again. And to know that yes anything is possible and I should
keep on trying to fulfill my dream of generating my OWN income and
following my OWN dreams.
Argue for your unlimitedness and sure enough it is yours. The power
of intent. Manifesting your dreams. (And I do believe. Yes
I do believe. - Al
Jarreau)
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